Done with my specialist dip. Done with my interview. I have all the time in world right now. Too much time tbh. I really prefer being busier and occupied. Prefer being stressed about shit. Prefer having something to look forward to.
My head’s too silent right now. You know what they say bout an empty head, it’s the devil’s workshop.
It’s 130 am and I can’t sleep.
All those thoughts I’ve worked so hard to push away are slowly creeping back in. I don’t want this.