What if I had cancer?
What if I was in the terminal stage?
What if I only have months/weeks to live?
What would I do?
What would you do?
Will I be able to pull myself together to tell my loved ones?
Will I be able to spend time and say my goodbyes to my loved ones?
Will I be able to deal with it?
Will my loved ones be able to deal with it?
Would I spend my every waking hour thinking about a life I could’ve had?
Or would I spend my every waking hour getting the life I could’ve had?
Would I feel sad/depressed/lonely?
Or would I feel happy/loved by everyone around me?
Should I tell my friends?
Or should I keep it a secret?
I realise i like to kill myself a lot.