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Cause it’s every man for himself.

Shall swim it off later.

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WHAT THE FUCK

WHAT THE FUCK MAN. I AM LIKE SO FUCKING PISSED RIGHT NOW. LIKE BITCH IF I SEE YOU, I’D TOTALLY GO ALL APESHIT ON YOU.

Ok so the thing is, year1-year2, i was pretty much 100% sure who i’m gonna do my fyp with. with myra and jason. ok. then all of a sudden in year 2 during itp, jason decided to ditch us. LIKE WTF. but i was so calm man. like beyond calm. cause he is doing fyp partnering with his itp company.ย  OK FINE. then around jan-feb, me and myra discussed and finally we made a grp with this other boy from our class. Everybody was alright with this.

THEN ALL OF A SUDDEN I GET A DAMN TEXT FROM THAT CUNT. AND I GOT IT LIKE THE DAY AFTER GROUP SUBMISSIONS. LIKE WTF SO LAST MINUTE. EVERYTHING IS SUBMITTED AND THAT BITCH TELLS ME THE NEXT DAY. WOKE UP THE MSG AND HONESTLY I’VE NEVER FELT THIS FUCKING PISSED WITH THAT BITCH BEFORE. LIKE I’VE FELT RAGE NUMEROUS TIMES BUT THIS, HOHO THIS IS NOT RAGE THIS IS APESHIT.

i guess what we can learn from this is, you cant depend on people for nuts.The saying every man for himself cant be more apt. I really should start following that.

I dont even know why I am like this. I should stop feeling for others and just stomp on their feelings.

I JUST FEEL DAMN PISSED.

Shall swim it off later.

oops

so i had a tiny piece of chocolate cake. like really tiny.

but, it’s still going against my own little agreement.

Therefore, i have decided to increase the number of days. So initially my target was two weeks go clean( from sweets and sugarystuff). Two weeks would be on the 10th. Now i’ve decided to continue on this till the 21st ๐Ÿ˜‰

wish me luck bitches ๐Ÿ˜‰

#random

UNF CHOCOLATE. I NEED IT. I NEED IT BAD. ๐Ÿ˜ฆ

But no. I told myself to stay away from them for 2 weeks. Comeon. I can do this!

Ok so it’s only been like 5 or 6 days. ONLY and I’m already craving for it.

I do have some kind of chocolate wafer thingy in the frigdeย  that tastes omfg delicious.SOGOOD. But. no. I didn’t have it. heh. yay me.

I remember on sat, i was like, i’mma get a footlong subway sandwich and gongcha to go with it. But something stopped me. hehe WILLPOWER.

ANYWAY. Today, i started off my morning with a nice toasted bread with peanut butter. I used to like my toast all burnt and crunchy as hell but now, i prefer it to have just a thin layer of crunch like, when you bite the bread, tis crunchy on the outside and soft and fluffy on the inside. UNF. Saw strawberries in the fridge so what the heck, i added em to my peanut butter sandwich. OMFG. it.was.so.good. Like i loved the slight crunch of the toast with the creamy peanutbutter and now with the addition of dem berries, SLIGHT sourness WHICH I LOVE.

I’m down for all things sour. I just love them. Can’t get enough of sourish things. hehe. So well. After lunch, i had another 2 slices of PB and S goodness and guess what, after dinner, I just had to have em. hahaha so i guess i ate a total of 6 slices of bread today. OH WELL IT WAS MMMHMMPHHMPHHH GOOOD.

K uh. Today was boring as hell though. Woke up at 11? Ate, went back to bed, watched friends, had lunch, went back to bed,watched more friends, helped mum clean up, back to bed. Oh god im such a sloth. ๐Ÿ˜ฅ I didnt even exercise today. I still feel kinda sore from last week. Hais.

Tomorrow is my dad’s birthday! Thinking of getting him a gym membership as his present ๐Ÿ˜› Thank god he’s not a fool baby hahaahahha